Love, Bethannah xoxo

Frustrating Day, But I Am Excited!
Today has been a frustrating day.  I have been working so hard on finishing up my very first YouTube video on The 5 Must-See Beaches in Lake Tahoe so I could send it to you and my internet has been...
Shine Your Light
💌 I love this Bible Verse. God reminds me that when someone has hurt me, wronged me or I see evil in this world, the most powerful weapon I have is the authority of the Holy Spirit within me. I...
Let Me Introduce Our Family
Here are some fun facts about our family and me 🤪   ❤️ Selling our home and choosing to go full-time as an RV family was a prayerful decision inspired by God after my biological father died of Covid-19 a...
"Hope for the Future," Postcard Greetings from Phoenix, AZ
GREETINGS FROM PHOENIX, ARIZONA!   This week was an exciting one! We graduated our 2nd oldest son, William, from Homeschool Education in Arizona, our home State. In the last half of his senior year, we decided to take him on...
Fri-YAYS Postcard Greeting from Balboa Island, CA "Seek God First."
Seek God First   Have you ever been in a season of waiting? You've worked really hard at something. Put your heart and soul into something that you know God called you to, and then you WAIT. Ugh... waiting...😩  ...
💌🐬Fri-YAYS Biblical Affirmation POSTCARD from Balboa, Island, CA
Today’s Biblical Affirmation: You Were Adopted By God   Celebrating Mother’s Day for some is a dreaded holiday that you wished didn't exist. You avoid the card aisle the month of May, turn off the radio during commercials, and ban...
Set Free Indeed
1yr ago today, I said goodbye to my biological father for the last time. 1yr ago, I was SET FREE from the shackles sexual abuse locked me in. 1yr ago today, God told me he would bring me home and...
💌 Fri-YAY Postcard from Encinitas, California 🏄‍♀️
Hmmmmmmm.... I don’t miss my old bedroom... ok I’m lying ... I do miss some things! BUT missing creature comforts is easy... I don’t want an easy, predictable life. I want my mind to be blown daily. I don't have...
Fri-YAY POSTCARD GREETINGS from Beautiful San Clemente, CA

Greetings from beautiful

San Clemente, California!  

Look to the Birds
Look to the Birds I have showcased our "Look to the Birds" Necklace that was designed to be a daily reminder of the Bible verses Matthew 6:26-27, "Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store...
A Bucket with Holes
A Bucket with Holes We are seeking something to fill the emptiness and often search in all the wrong areas for the feeling of wholeness. We may fill it with a desire to be wanted, seen, loved and accepted or...
God Loves You. Really.
  We didn’t come into this world scathed, broken and with a shameful identity. God is so clear in the Bible about the unique and purposeful design of each of us. He describes our creation in detail, each with unique...
Can I Pray for You?
    Dear Heavenly Father, I lift up my sweet sister to you right now. You see her. You hear her. You can feel her heart. You weep with her and for her as she remembers the events that left...
From Powerless to Powerful
For years I identified myself by what my abuser did to me. Seeing myself through the lens of my abuse left me feeling powerless. All the time. Victim. All the time. Ashamed. Not worthy, unloved, weak. All the time. I...
Labels
  As abuse survivors, we often feel covered in labels such as filthy, used, rejected, not enough, unloved, and on and on. If these words were written on Post-it notes, we would be covered from head to toe, unrecognizable.  ...
Choices
There were years where if given the opportunity to choke out my Dad, I would have and I don’t think a single soul would have blamed me. I lost my childhood and pure innocence to this man. He left me reeling for years with shame, identity theft, and the feeling of filth regardless of how many times I showered I couldn’t get clean. I battled fears in motherhood that no mother would understand unless they experienced this type of trauma. I scrutinized and choked up with panic attacks that took my breath away during the most innocent moments with my husband and children that should have been priceless memories. I questioned people’s true love for me and never felt worthy enough. I screamed at God, “How can you say you love me and care about me and allow this to happen to me? Why God? Why Me? Why did you allow this?” Weeping in between every gasp of air, rocking back and forth in a fetal position praying, praying, praying the pain would stop.
Big New About My Book!

Big News about My Book!

I have some news that I have been so nervous to share. Behind the scenes, I have been in the process of writing my very first book.

For those of you who have been following my story over 2020, you know that I have made several jaw-dropping leaps of faith that have led me to make a lot of unconventional decisions. The biggest one was choosing to care for my bio father who sexually assaulted me as a child to the final point where he was diagnosed with COVID-19. God pushed me to my limits of human understanding of forgiveness and broke bondages that imprisoned me for years.

I shared my book idea with LysaTerKeurst and her team at Proverbs31 Ministries and was chosen to be taught, mentored, and supported by Lysa, @MeredithBrock my coach Glynnis Whitwer and 17 other incredibly gifted writers who are also writing their books with the hopes of getting a book deal with ThomasNelson Publishing.

“Look To The Birds” During this Coronavirus Season
"Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? Can anyone of you by worrying add a single hour to your life?"

I designed this necklace after a season of my life where my husband and I lost  everything we owned in the recession and Pastor Greg Rohlinger gave this timely message that made a huge impact on our faith walk.   Not only did we grow Spiritually during that season of our lives, but God truly provided all of our needs and then some.  I wanted to encourage you during this season with this same message and pray that God uses this season to be a time where we grow closer to our heavenly father and our families.  

You Are Enough!
With the New Year comes 20/20 Vision 👁👁 While all the New Year ads are geared to tell you you're not enough, you need improvement and you have work to do, I'm here to tell you God says, YOU'RE ENOUGH!  
BLAMELESS.
As a teenager, I like many others constantly fight a battle every day against who I am and who the enemy says I am. Through this season of life, I am in, every day has been a new battle with...
VICTORIOUS.
The enemy whispers that I am not worthy of this life I have.  That people don’t really love me for who I am, they only want something from me. The Lord says, I am VICTORIOUS!